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2009-11-03T05:32:00Z

my summer

2009-08-19T03:37:13Z

this is going to be my little 'catch up on everything' topic because i seem to have never updated even though i was home all summer long.

let's just start off with says YAY LIZ WILL BE BACK IN 9 DAYS!!! :D
i miss that bitch!

kay, sooooo... my summer fucking BLEW.
i did a lot of first things... ;]
HAHA JK about the wink ahaha
i did do a lot of first things and i had soo much fun the times i did do things! SO much! i just wish my whole summer was like that!
my firsts :
1. beer / bar lol [ also i now like Mike's Hard Lemonade. only 5% alcohol so i'm good ]
2. six flags / first roller coaster!
3. legit party
4. being in a live audience for a tv show [ It's On With Alexa Chung ]

i've been out only a little bit and i only was REALLY invited places was like 3 times. like when i went to see michelle&kevin sky dive with izzy. [ liz and i have concluded that we are going next year and izzy wants to go so hopefully we can all go :D ]
but other than that im never fucking out and i really hate it. like... no one talks to me. i shouldn't say NO ONE. NICCCCCCCCCK was my summer savor <3
i could be your fag hag ;D
hahha!
we were always the rejects. people would fucking ignore his texts and i would just never get invited anywhere by anyone so we'd hang out together hahahah! XD
we tanned a lot outside and i totally got nick into lily allen <3
we'd sit out and listen to music by my pool side and it was just great! i love just sitting around if i have company! im so simple... i love doing mellow things.
he is the only friend that actually acted like a friend.
meaning : he talked to me. he hung out with me.
my "friends" usually only have me out with them when there are big groups ... and i mean THE WHOLE group and they NEVER talk to me.

as you can tell from some of my posts i have become a very depressed little girl haha
my self-esteem is so low.
i already stated how i think im ugly, fat and boring
but see, thats what this summer has done to me!
i do nothing but sit at home and think.
and when i think, i think about negative things and it's terrible what i have done to myself.

wanna hear a confession?
i wanna get piss fucking drunk one day just to get rid of reality.
i would never. but i want to.

i hate hate hate this summer.

i got a job at the bakery by my house but my fucking phone broke so they cant contact me.
which reminds me, i need to ask nick for the number before its too late
too bad we are fucked with money; i really need a new phone.

i need friends, a phone, a car & a job.

story of my summer

2009-07-20T20:27:22Z

"CLEAN YOUR ROOM!"
"YOU'RE SO FAT!"

the end.
all i've been hearing from the day school ended.

psychic reading

2009-06-20T15:16:46Z

soooooo sinem went to nelly the other day and its just so weird!
she read on me & she told my sister that;
i'm already very independant, i'm very intelligent & i'm always thinking! i'm going to miss sinem when she's away, i REALLY want to get a job and start making money, i want to leave my house real bad too and i just want to get out! i'm going to college [ WOOOOH! CMON! PLEASE LA FILM! ] she says i'm alright but something is missing in my heart and i'm not happy

THAT'S SPOT FUCKING ON, HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN????
i really want to go myself and see haha
soooooooo weird

NEW VIDEOS ON OMFGULSAH?!? WHAAAAT?

2009-05-11T00:49:37Z

i REAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLY miss making videos
yesterday was AWESOME
liz came over and we made two videos! my brother did a "photoshoot" of us hahaha, i'll post pictures later!
then i got my hair cut and sinem did mine&liz's makeup!
we then did a video to Pokerface by Lady Gaga!
hhahaha both videos are sooo great and we had soo much fun making them
we need to make more before liz goes to turkey his summer

i love how we can go from white trash hill billys to sexay sexayy girls.
never knew how sexy i can be, eh?
hahahah

ps; happy mommys day :]

still mad about nfg. I HAVE NO LIFE.

2009-04-04T02:39:42Z

seriously? am i destined to never ever have a fucking life?
how fun would that have been to go to? fucking 4 hour drive [ location changed ]... i LOVE taking drives.
seriously, i think the most perfect thing would be to just go on a drive for ever
destination : anywhere
i LOVED when we drove down to virginia.
and c'mon... sinem and nicole?
PLUS, my VERY first show? fuck this man this is so fucking stupid. it could be so fucking fun. just because i have low grades? this is how you punish me? you want me to be locked in this house FOREVER? why does this have any thing to do with school work? its on a fucking saturday. lily allen was on a monday and my fucking grades are the sa--... NO THEY ARENT THE SAME ACTUALLY. IM DOING BETTER IN MATH AND IM DOING BETTER IN SOCIAL STUDIES. SO WHAT THE FUCK? BRITNEY SPEARS WAS ALSO ON A MONDAY AND THE TIME WHEN I BOUGHT THE TICKETS IS WHEN MY GRADES WERE HORRIFICALLY DISGUSTING. it was when i had Mrs. Camberdella&Mrs. Cambell... SO WHAT THE FUCK? I DONT UNDERSTAND.

honestly? im so fucking safe. i dont smoke. i dont drink. i dont disobey my parents [ i just dont do work for school or clean often. im a lazy person. ]. i dont ever hang out with guys. i stay home watching spongebob, smurfs, yogie bear, george lopez, fresh prince, ghost hunters and sexiest beaches. WHAT A FUCKIN LIFE! WHAT A FUCKIN LIFE I HAVE!
PLUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSS, it's OBVIOUS i can't get into a great school which means im not moving to NYC or LA. SO IM STUCK HERE DOING EXACTLY WHAT IM DOING NOW.
i dont have a life and its fucking annoying.
i want to live.
i want a life.
you know how boring this is? i want to fucking go so bad
you know how good it felt to fucking go see lily because i went from school straight to the city. my mom at first didnt want me to go because im still so little in her eyes and i cant believe that i almost didnt go. i went with liz too. we are completely clueless people and we survived. we found our way. let me leave

i fucking swear i hate this house
i want to leave so bad
i cant wait to get a car

i seriously feel like when i get a car, i know i dont have friends and i probably wont have any when i have a car, ill prob go out for 5 hour drives by myself just to fucking get away from this stupid boring life.
i want to have fun.
i want to get away from this shit hole.
i want to break rules.
i want to just go out!

this is fucking dumb i seriously hate being locked in this house.
im fucking 16 years old turning 17 this year. you know what kids my age do? they party every weekend, some girl takes classes in the city, some just go to the city to have fun, idk they are just always out with their friends having fun.
ME? ME? im the most fucking boring-est person alive!
i dont even know if i'm alive.

thetiz.tv

2009-01-27T04:17:07Z

WUDDUP EVERYBODY? you're looking at your new host :]
kay... you guys are going to shit your pants because i know i am! get ready to see me on your computer screens a lot more often now, if you are an ashley tisdale fan [ or my fan :P LOL JK ]
i got offered by misstisdale.net [ ruben, the owner ] to host a news feed on Ashley Tisdale!!
i get to be on camera talking about new things that come out or what she's been up to and such! Ruben, also gets in contact with Ashley's manager a lot... so it's totally awesome&legit!
thennnn, he asked me where i live in the US and i told him in NY AND GETTTT THISSSSS! he messages me saying "that's great! are you able to go to events in NY where ashley is and interview her?"
SAY WHAAAAAAAAAAAT????!??!?!? YEAH BITCH! I GET TO GO TO EVENTS IN FUCKING NEW YORK AND INTERVIEW MY FAVORITE FUCKING PERSON! plus, it's totally going to look good. he told me that if thetiz.tv becomes pretty big, we can get money for it and buy our own cameras and mics.
im so fucking excited you have no flipping idea!
i'll show you the exact messages!!!!! :]
i need to lose a lot of weight now and it's great motivation because now i have to look good on camera at all times. D:
i need a personal trainer, mannnnn ahhaa

the top is most recent. i sent the first message what is the very last message.

"Well yeh, i usually get press releases. For example. in the meeting the hsm3 cast had in Utah, we could join as press.

Well, having thetiz.tv, will be considered a press site, which we will cover the event, you know? :) Possibly we can grow and have some money to have our own microphones stickers and stuff lol

;)

2009/1/24 <gulsah123@aim.com>

possibly! i'm pretty sure i can but i'm not 100% positive.
you can do that? that is just way too awesome aha!
i probably can, though. i would have money to take a train out to the city or my dad&brother work in the city so i can ask them to take me
it's just that i don't know my way around the city that much but i can study a map :P

-----Original Message-----
From: Ruben Santos <rubensantos1@gmail.com>
To: gulsah123@aim.com
Sent: Thu, 22 Jan 2009 7:46 pm
Subject: Re: heyy, it's "lady g"

Oh ok. Cause we might get a chance to be in press interviews with Ashley in NY. Are you able to go there and do the interview, if it has to?

Ruben

2009/1/22 <gulsah123@aim.com>

awesome!
yes, i live on long island, NY in the US :]

-----Original Message-----
From: Ruben Santos <rubensantos1@gmail.com>
To: gulsah123@aim.com
Sent: Tue, 20 Jan 2009 4:44 pm
Subject: Re: heyy, it's "lady g"

pre-taped ;)

where do u live? like in US?

2009/1/20 <gulsah123@aim.com>

well,here's my e-mail :D ahha
and that's awesome that you guys already have it already!
i have a question about the project.. is it going to be a live stream or pre-taped?

xoxo
gulsah"

you're fucking a fire crotch

2009-01-17T05:19:56Z

you're fucking a fire crotch...

SHE'S BURNIN` UP FOR YOU, BABAYY
hahahahahaha

my upstairs people try to get back at me

2008-12-24T21:02:43Z

LMAOOOO can we talk about how funny it is how whenever i blast my music they ALWAYS turn their music on later and BLAST it
ROFFL

i wanted to prove it and i just did
i mean, i'd catch it and wanted to know if they did it on purpose or not but lmao i finally proved it
i haven't blasted music in FOREVER [ upstairs... not downstairs ]
and today i put my Ashley Tisdale CD in and blasted it because i wanted to dance
i couldnt run downstairs because tolga came home
so i was going to dance
they came home when i was listening&dancing

and i stopped it and went to find Circus songs online to dance to [ which is how i found Lily Allen's cover ] and i can hear mexican music BLASTING upstairs
HAHAHHAHAHA
THEY DEFINATLY DO IT ON PURPOSE
TO GET BACK AT ME
im always singing REALLY loudly hahahahahhahahaha
I SHOULD START SINGING AND SEE WHAT THEY DO HAHAHAH
but tolga's home :/

im watching the dark knight

2008-12-21T18:59:01Z

&im so loving that sinem got it for me!!!

christopher nolan is awesome
i think him&tum burton are my total favs
i love the way christopher nolan does his movies! tge prestige was so good! i want to see his other movies

&i really wish heath didnt pass
i was just starting to love him after seeing brokeback [ i've seen the patriot& 10 things i hate about you
&fell in love with him but i was too little to know about celebs
&his name;same for jake except i knew his name&i followed his movies ]
i feel like those idiots who all of a sudden love heath&thats not how it is at all
i started noticing him after brokeback
i rly wish ge didnt pass
he's so beautiful&SUPER talented
i love his australian accent :P
it's so sad :[
&fuck the idiots who say he ODed on purpose
i was fighting with tolga's fat friend about that!
tolga&kyle said no one can OD by accident
so fucking stupid
kyle said he was a HUGE fan of dark knight
if he was he'd know heath's real story
people are so ignorant&rude
honestly, he has a child that he ABSOLUTLY loved&he was sick&was doing another movie that he couldnt even finish
you think he wants to die?
his daughter is a spitting image of him, it's so sweet!

i wish i would have gotten the 2 disc to see behind the scenes but whatever
ill get it myself one day
im just dieing to see behind the scenes though!

whatever
fucking love this movie

slept over jess's house; mel came for the weekend PRT2

2008-12-14T16:31:30Z

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=43968520778

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=62568053592#/video/video.php?v=43964105778
HAHHAHAAHAHHHAAHAAHAHAH

these pictures are me before i got allergies and ugly... when i get allergies&ugly i look like the last post i posted hahaha

i actualy put eye shadow on for the first time in so long

i have to interupt and say i think it's so cute that teddy is watching loony tunes hahaha and it's a dog episode. he's so into it hahahha

jake gyllenhaal anyone? hahahah JKKKKKK

dethiker sthmith

haven't hung out with nick in so long! i think we are hanging out on monday and idk what we're doing

PHOTOBOOTH:
there's really ugly photos of me in this album so im ony posting the decent ones hahaha

being emos haha

i squinted through most of these pictures because i kept looking at the computer and i didnt have my glasses on obv so i couldnt see the screen

jesus?

blow fish? i ment ot do the face meghan was doing... but i guess i'm dum and blew out instead hahaha

my hair looks like a rats nest
didnt look like that in person, i promise

WISHLIST

2008-12-10T05:31:45Z

not really like i NEED anything
i just felt like making a list
some are expensive, whatever
it's just things i think are cool and i'd like
i don't know what to get sinem for christmas because i wanted to get a really nice gift for her but i never got a job -____-

I'LL BE ADDING MORE TO THE LIST...
POSSIBLY MORE CHEAP STUFF WILL SHOW UP LOL

hre

i want these boots SOOOOO baddly!

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SINEM KEEPS FORGETTING TO GET IT FOR ME >:[

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no kidding i ABSOLUTLY want these underwear so bad and i honestly don't know why

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HAHA!

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NO PICTURES:
1. any shade of red lipstick that's a GOOD brand. no crappy stuff from Eckard or something!

2. XBOX Game Tag account thingy lol

3. wireless microphone

4. grey pumps

5. VS or Starbucks gift card

6. any type of movies ESPECIALLY if there's behind the scenes stuff.

7. this hoodie:

8. acoustic guitar

i fuck everything up with everyone

2008-12-08T02:38:47Z

i dont get why i push so much people away
i don't even do it on purpose.
it just happens.

i need to start understanding myself better.
i'm sick of being a bitch to everyone when i honestly dont mean to.
i'm the reason why i'm so lonely.
i did this to myself.

I GOT BRITNEY SPEARS TICKETS!!

2008-12-06T17:25:06Z

im sooo excited
it's not the BEST tickets but it's better than when i saw her at the Oops... I Did It Again tour
i explain everything in a video so i'll edit this when i post the video on youtube ;]
Pussycat Dolls are opening for her :D

section 218 row J
tolga's row K
:P

xoxo

late again, school system is suckish

2008-09-11T11:46:18Z

seriously, im starting to get angry at MYSELF.
i can never make it on time for the stupid bus
this year i've actually been leaving earlier than last BUT the freaking busdriver told me to never stay on my stop and go walk to the other one. WTF? that just makes me even more later than last year.
it's bad on my part and the bus driver.
im not blaming it all on his... im just trying ot say that he's a stupid idiot, basically... obviusly the most part is me.
i dont even know how to solve this problem.
get up earlier? fuck damn, that IS what's making me late.
i can get up 8, 9, 10---
but 6 is just ... no. 7 is eh... so so but i think i can manage A LOT better getting up at 7 rather than 6.
it's just too early
first of all, a lot of kids... and i mean A LOT... come in late because they couldnt wake up or what not. Causing the child to get a detention, for it is an "illegal lateness" -_-. how is it fucking illegal. if it was illegal i'd be in juvie by now so stop calling it that! plus, i dont get why it's illegal if they couldn't get up. #1. they were sleeping... how the hell did they know they wouldn't be able to get up? #2. how do you expect them to be at school without a ride until when they can get one. At least the kid is making an effort to at least come into school for the rest of the classes they are able to complete. You think they don't care? If they didn't care... they wouldn't get their ass up and go to school. Obviously, they care. Maybe not a whole lot... but they must care to a certain extent.
High school is gettign me for college and the real world? UHM, HELL NO. Kay, i'm just a little kid who doesn't know much but i HIGHLY doubt the world is ANYTHING like school. I believe school just basically fucks up how your life WILL be [ for those kids like me who believes most of school is a joke and doesnt take it very seriously, how can i? they barley teach anything and if they do... they do a terrible job at it. ] Seriously, i dont do things right now... but trust me... i'll feel like my job and college is VERY important. I bleive i'd be motivated to listen and get up and do a good job. It's what I want to do. I'll learn something i want AND need to learn. It's the future. not little baby high school crap. I know, if you do good in school... even if you know its a joke... then your lucky and mad props to you. You got your life a little more ahead of the "slackers" like me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming this all on the school. It's my fault for being a lazy idiot and not doing easy things i should be doing to get good grades and such. I just can't. it's way too early. get me to school later and i'll definatly tell you right now that i probobly will do better and i probobly will listen more AND be social. tiredness prevents me from doing a lot of things. but as i was saying, i really do feel like high school is a joke. i feel the learning system is a joke. i think some teachers are just wack.

I know, agian... i'm like blaming everything on people and i'm sorry that i am. But either get teachers like Mr. Dorch in the school or Mrs. Warren. [ it's funny because they hate each other lol ] NO ONE IN THE MIDDLE. They BOTH make/want you to listen. It's funny how it works. mr. Dorch in my eyes is an AMAZING teacher. Sure, he's a digital photo teacher but he teaches us about life and he makes us think and i LOVE that. I discuss things with him about life. We talk about history a lot, we talk about movies, we talk about media, we talk about the universe... etc etc. I love talking about life. I love discussing. I love thinking. That's who i am and no one ever teaches anything like that. Now, completely different teacher... Mrs. Warren. she's a DAMN good teacher. I dont care how much people hate her but I actually did good in that class and she makes us learn in ways that helps us a lot.

now, you know how i was talking about mr. dorch teaching about life? i think we need more of that in the school and for it NOT to be electives. Physcology? That is an amazing class to take and i regret not taking it... i might switch my half a year luch to get into that class. I believe that class is WAYYYY more important than math. First of all, you are learning about human behavior. What better thing to learn? You understand people better and i think t can also help someone get more comfortable with people. It's just amazing how a human is and I think that would be an extreamly important class to take. An even better one... Speach classes. I forgot what they are really called but a class to better your speach. alot of people can't talk. I know I can't. Wouldnt taking this class actually be a better MAJOR class than Science? I think all major subjects should be electives... except english and maybe social studies. Maybe for Social Studies it would be best to take half a year with another class. As I was saying before... if high school is gettign you ready for college... i'm pretty sure we all should learn how to speak like a normal person and speak appropriatly at whatever time needed. Another better class than math or science? Discussion classes. Majority of kids don't even think. Discussions are very important to life, in my eyes. I LOVE discussing things. It gets you thinking a lot and you might even learn new things. I know when I have discussions I learn new things. It's good to know what's in someone's head.

So as you can tell, i'm not trying ot be a whiny little student who sucks at all her classes so she hates her school. No. They just don't run it how I believe it should be runned. No kid, I'm not even trying ot be concieted or anything... but, i think if i ran a school like that... we'd be the smartest school in america. hahaha. I hate waking up this early. god damn. I'm going to nap a little until i see who i'm getting a ride from. >_<
getting ready for life my ass.

ASHLEY'S 3 NEW MUSIC VIDEOS!!!!!!

2007-09-30T21:09:53Z

i love her :]

He Said She Said-

Not Like That-

Suddenly-

her re-launch album is in November with her DVD which im so totally getting
and she said she might be touring too!!!!! AHHH!
I CANT WAIT! :P

on me:
i'm hungry.. i'm fasting haha
and in home alone rly rly bored :[

promoting Ashley Tisdale

2007-07-20T02:38:55Z

Ashley was NOT promoted well by anyone that works with her, therefore i came up witht he idea to have all the poeple on the Ashley forum boards to join and promote her ourselves.
im going to K-mart soon to go get those things where you print pictures out and put them on shirts, im going to make an awesome picture like how i did with my siggys ( you use them on forums ) and the banners i just made. She has 3 new videos that are comming out soon and i want to make her be known as a great person before the videos do premier because people wont vote for her videos so they'll get off the countdown like they did with the BGTM ( be good to me )

she made a new youtube video showing stills of her music videos:

she looks so good hahaha

anyhow, yeah so that's my plan.. promoting her&her album. her album came out in February, it droped because she hasnt been promoting or anything, hopefully when her videos come out she'll get album sales again. Headstrong is still in the top Billboards though so hopefully she rises up from the top 200 to 100 or so!

heres the banners i made!

this one is on my myspace;

oh and here are all the siggys i made!
they aren't ashley, only some

avi:

i got that whole graffiti and bubble idea thing from sinem

the HSM one was for a contest.

i LOVEE this nicole richie one, it's my current sig!

i LOVVEE this one too, it was my sig before the nicole richie one. it was also one of my firsts.

this was actually vanessa hudgens holding zac's hand.. i put ashley because it was a contest of "zashley" and i had to make an avi too:

that was also vanessa and zac and ahsley at hawaii with her boyfriend for her birthday

picture of my bangs

2007-06-20T03:41:15Z

sorry for not linking. too lazy.

ashley's bangs, duh!
ha.
can't wait until my hair grows more!
&i wish i can also lose a lot of weight
i wanna have chicken legs!!

xoxo

ps; liz left today! D:

ps; i think i'm a morning person haha

2007-04-11T03:50:28Z

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i didn't get anything done this vacation

2007-04-11T03:45:17Z

i'm kind of angry that school is starting the day after tomorrow.
my major goal this vacation was to go tanning&i didn't.
i also never dyed my hair back to normal so i'm going to go looking like a creep with ugly roots. :/
i also wanted to go to eckard and wax my arms again and i also wanted nice nails but they all broke.

the only positive thing about this vacation is that i went shopping.
oh yes, and liz&i made a new video.. it's kind of long but whatever.. when you watch it it doesn't feel like 10 min. AT ALL.

yeah well this is going to suck going to school.. i really did want a tan.
i'm sick of putting pounds of makeup on my face to make me look tan then my neck and the rest of me looks different.
ugh.. so gross.
:/

well, anyhow, here's mine&liz's video

friends only!

2007-03-19T02:15:05Z

for livejournal
no one is even going to comment hahaha no one reads my journal anyhow rofl
i just was bored today so i decided to take pictures and video hahaha
xoxoxooo

ps;

2007-02-14T05:19:09Z

i miss my xbox friend lmaooo

XBOX LIVE!

2007-02-12T03:12:53Z

yayyy! i made a friend :DD
i love when people are cool to me on xbox live!
the kid didn't give if i sucked, he'd still play and talk with me lol
and when tolga wanted to play i told him i was leaving and he goes "noooooo! i'll miss you!"
hahah

people on that were also like "OMG! YOU'RE A CHICK? PLAYING THIS GAME? [need for speed carbon] DAMN! I LOVE WHEN CHICKS PLAY VIDEO GAMES! do you like shooting games and stuff like gears of war?"
&i was like "AH! I WANNA GET THAT GAME!"
lol

it's also fun to annoy people in it haha
but then again i love the people who love me being annoying lol!

one guy was all like 'FUCK YOU! YOU SUCK! I KISSED YO MOMMA"
and stuff hahhahaha
then some texas girl was like "you sound 80 years old" &i was like "YOU TELL ME I SOUND OLD? listen to yourself!" and she goes off on me going "BITCH! YOU A STUPID SLUT!" hahaha in her texas accent hahaha
xbox is so fun! roffl!

yeah i've been playing basically all day
now my eyes hurt
so i'm going to bed.
YAY FOR AFTER THIS WEEK IS A VACATION! :DDD

merry christmas

2006-12-25T13:59:43Z

MAD JEALOUS
i wish i celebrated christmas :[
i hate everyone
:[
>:[
>:O

btw, it doesn't even feel like christmas

holidays

2006-12-03T03:25:50Z

mommy said yes to the premiere :]

dammmmmn, i didn't postphotos from halloween!
and i just sent thanksgiving photos from sinem's comp. to mine so i'll post those.

i looked really bad on halloween like..no kid
my makeup looked like shit&i didn't have my shades.

ew i look gross

SOME LADY GIVES CAPRISUN EVERY YEAR<3333333333xoxoxoxooxox

ROFFL! IDK!</cut>

basically the next photos are
me, sinem&hakan making 836 faces.
haha.

i look so fucking retarded here, no kid.

HAKAN'S FACES ARE PRICELESS HAHA